Tuesday, February 10, 2009

Its A Breakdown...


The winding thoughts paced through my small mind today as I sat back behind my piano to write. Most of my writing gets done here in my head because I just feel like i have such inspiration behind it. I looked throughout my house to see no one home as usual, Just me and the dog. I looked down the hall only to be taken back by memories that have made their way down this hall like people. But the only thing i could think about was love in this hall.

People came and went but someone stays clear in my mind. Ive spent the days thinking about everything and anything and all loose ends just turn me to this person. My bestfriend. Now only seems to feel distant because of time away and just problems and mistakes. I always find myself repeating the phrase of importance "It all happends for a reason." over and over but sometimes i just wonder if that is even true any more.

Love can be the greatest or the worst feeling in your life. Love can rip you apart and it could sew you up in one sitting. People sometimes do things unimaginable when they are in love with someone. It just is a feeling that keeps giving and taking.

At one moment it can take everything away for an extended period and just make you realize everything in front of you. Make you wonder what happend and where am i going. One person can change your outlook on life in 3 simple words. I love you.

Many people can encounter love in such different ways. Some people are attracted to the physical love of lust and sex. In my way I feel love by just being with someone i care about. Driving for hours just talking or talking a walk and telling secrets. running around in circles laughing at one another but still having a great time. Laying on a trampoline and watching the shooting stars fly by. Its all different for everyone.

But... when its all said and done you always find yourself asking the same question over and over..

"Where do we go from here?"

-Nick

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